I’m having a hard time focusing on work again today. It snowed the night before last night and I spent all day yesterday forcing myself to do work. I really just want to NOT work. Days like these, I become some kind of a zombie. I just force myself to mindlessly do my job. What a bust.
Also, I’m fucking chock-full of bad attitude today. I literally flipped off a stoplight for turning red today. (Who the hell am I?!?) I was just so full of myself that my thought was: why are YOU inconveniencing MY drive to work? Really?Grow up, Peter Pan. Count Chocula. The world isn’t here to make YOUR life better. (nothin’ like a self-reality check)
Days like today are when I need to stop, take a good long look at how I’m feeling and hope it fucks off. I’m just a total dick. Heart’s still open, though, spewing douche-comments and asshole thoughts all over my computer…and the world, really.
I’m being a stubborn little shit. TOTALLY not giving up this shitty attitude of mine, totally not letting anyone say anything to make it better. What a dick. In an attempt to find something to crack my shiz open and make me peaceful again, I’m playing some MASH (via email) with my friends, checking out some art, some cute/hilar animal vids and still working a bit (just so I don’t feel guilty later).
Here you go lovelies: